Tear it up.

Now faith is assurance of things hoped for, a conviction of things not seen. Hebrew11:1

So friday was ok.

Expected Matt. But he didn't turn up. Total ffk.

Went to school. Did my science test. I was pretty easy. I'm just afraid of silly mistakes.

Had break and went straight to Grace for practise. We reached there but we still couldn't use the sanctuary cause the other woman were using it. So we had to stay outside and 'bond' with Vickie, Josh and Paullyn.

Talked about everything to everthing.

Came it. Had practise. No comments on the practise.

Finished. Changed. Ate. Had ushers meeting and started. And my good and faithful body decided to give in and I had fever and I felt like vomiting so so badly. I could just vomit on stage while jumping. I felt really nauseous and also my head was spinning. It was just horrible. People came in and had ice breakers and P&W started. Felt much better on stage. Some songs was fine and some songs just died, I have to say. The built-up totally died.:D

Ps. James was speaking.  Finished. Had food. Jamie's mom fetch me, David and Mike to the train station. Ultra tired. I had to develop my pictures for DOE and David tagged along. It was an adventure, trying to figure out how to use the Kiosk machine. Haha. It tunred out well. Now, the only thing is to show it to Nelson. WHHEEEE!

Saturday was tiring.

Sunday was fine.

Happy Birthday, Milcahhhh! Love you like crappp!

:D

Awesome hair :D

You think you're cooler than me...

My week was 'fine'.

Thank you, everyone. For your prayers and love. I love you guys all so much. I have to learn to stand up again after this. Thank you David, Jamie, Ryan for the cuppacakes. It really made my day. It made me not depressed too when I was. Milcah hates me for having cuppacakes in front of her.

I'm worried for the quality of my pictures for DOE. Thank God I have got back-ups.

I hate science more than math now. -.-

Someone I know knows everyone I know. Dontcha think that's really weird and freaky? The person knows everyone I know. Seriously, it's damn weird.

Jamie Ho. I really wanna run.

Someone noticed my existence. Great job. 

ISCF tomorrow! I'm co-leading with Kathryn and David. Imma die. Chosen generation is gonna flop to the ground.

*peace*

Something bout' love...

 Don't wait for something big to occur. Start where you are, with what you have, and that will always lead you into something greater.-Mary Manin Morrissey

 I bought a green Scotch magic tape Donut Dispenser. It's so cool.

My friday was pretty nice.

I forgot what happen. All I know was Andrew came back. He got me this awesome Grammy Award trophy as a souvenir from Singapore. It's kinda from Matthew and him. It was really cool.

I had to stay back to transpose songs for next week's ISCF. Blame it on Dumbo David.

Took the train with David and Nelson. Nelson had to go to KLCC so he was coming along with us. Andrew's dad had to fetch us to the station. Instead of using plain old stairs, the two monkeys decided to climb up to the second floor. No, seriously, we had to literally climb. One single slip and you'll fall to your death. David was the clan leader. He started the whole thing. If we were caught on camera, we'll push him out first.

So he started to climb. Nelson had to hold his bag and pass it to him after he was on top. Next was Nelson and I was the last. I didn't believe I did all these stuff with them. It was really barbaric. So, we were walking towards the counter to get Nelson's ticket and David got instantly 'turned on' by this female promoter, with wings. He kept on looking back when we walked pass them 5 seconds later, at the ticket counter. He actually made me walk back with him to see how they look like. He wasn't convince till he saw them clearly. It was epic. Fail miserably. Got his chocolate milk. Met Josh and his team there. They were going for the worship retreat, didn't know why they were there. David was having his orgasms most of the time with his chocolate milk and he bought me doughnuts!

Had Impact CG photoshoot in church. 

And my friday in a blogpost.

Matthew Greant is coming down before he goes back to Belgium! Imma punch someone!

I want a divorce, Kathryn. ;D

And gosh, Rachel is leaving for Thailand. She's got a full scholarship to study in Garden's International. Crazay smart people. I'm sure gonna miss you, Rach! My Glee Buddy. I love you and will miss you dearly!

I wish I was there, for the worship retreat. D:

Life.

 Deuteronomy 31:8 -The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.

School was horrible today. 

I didn't enjoy it. 

My eyes are bulging like fishballs. I need sleep.

And David just HAD to oversleep in the bus today. Gosh.

It was like confession time in Resource 4 today, for me.

Thank you, Ms Catherine and Mr. Kevin, for hearing me out. Sometimes I don't need people to understand what I go through cause they just do not understand what I go through and would never experience it. All I need is someone to stop judging me and just listen and let me cry my guts out without laughing at me for doing it. I think its the only way I could let out my pain. I really really appreciate what you guys have done, for it is my first and last time doing that.

When would You deliver me?

Hit the sack.

:D

If you'll just realize what I've just realize...

Ok. I starts of last week.

Saturday.
I had Impact rally. Mah Panda Mamanda Amanda Lee camee! I was really excited. Cut the whole story short. It was cool. I had to bring Manda there early cause I was doing lightnings for them. She saw the whole thing, like how it was all put up and about. So it wasn't fun anymore, no more element of surprise. Lightning was like a beyond awesome. I was awesome I had to say. No, really. I was really good. Pshh!
You can say I'm wrong, but I think the main attraction of the night was Sheena and Lynette's performance. All three of them. They are fasdjbuchasfaihsdfa awesome. I think they could join the Glee cast without even going for auditions. Awesome awesome awesome.

Sunday
Nathaniel left for Canada. I still hate you, Nat, if you ever see this.

Thursday
And then, Lydia left for America. I hate you and love you at the same time.

Everyone is leaving. I think I should too...

And then,

Our accident. It's a really long story. I don't wanna make it really braggy.

Yesterday was fun.

I had carnival in my old school. Met a ton of people. Old and new. I saw my old English teacher. I miss her so much. You know, it was actually my first time, among all these people, I felt really lost and lonely and felt like crying. I felt really really insecure. Normally, I could navigate myself here and there. But no idea what happen then.
Ok. So I walked around the whole school compound 11 times. I counted. I was looking for a familiar face. Found some. But I had to look for people that I was more close to. Fail terribly. Hanged out at 5SC1's class. But I had to walk out cause there was no one there.

I saw old people like Jen, Gladys, Shazwin, Azureen, Atika, Mariyayee, and finally met HIM. My long lost perverted buddy, Mr. Pok Wai Kan. It was awkward but worth it.

All I know is that I wasted half of my day there. It was stupid.

Walked to Tirzah's friends out. Hang out there. Wanted to die cause I was tired and dirty.

Left for ISCF after like 2 hours there. We had to take the bus there. Rained in the middle.

And there I was laughing at David on stage while he screwed up. But it was great though. Great job done, Dave!

So yeah. Awesome Blossom.

:D

You still...

 "...And I'll be by your side, wherever you fall, in the dead of night, whenever you call. Please don't fight, these hands that are holding you..."

So, my bestie just arrived. And I'm having crazy wild moodswings. The worst days of the year. But its way way milder than Kingda Ka. *inside joke I made with Abigail.*

It's like one moment, I feel like crying, vomiting, sleeping, and screaming at the same time. I always feel like I'm big and pregnant. Fatigue moements. I'll get all cranky when I do a test and fail it.

Like now, I really feel like crying. Seriously. I really do.

Today, I had to take the train and the bus back with David. The boys wanted Rojak so we had to detour to get it. David was asking about bras while walking. I mean I have no idea what goes in his head, so I'd correct whatever that need to be corrected before something happens. David and Mike started the whole "Hey, I know you!" thing. Brandon almost blew his top in the train. He literally dragged Mike out of the train and into it again. Thank God no one was in the front half of the train.

Embarrassed. me more and walk all the way to the bus stop. Talked crap. David caught his bus before I could so I was pretty lonely. Reached home about 5.30.

ISCF tomorrow. I really need a break from studies. Have been putting in my effort and wanna take a break from it.

And right after that I have Rally rehearsal.

Bye. :D

US of A

So, my current obsessions are:

Pawn Shop.

US: The History of America.

Pete Souza

Bo the first dog.

:D

Today, Ps. Henry's daughter, Christina came and talk to us about education in America. I was funny, seeing James reaction. He was turned on. And it was interactive, even though I had to pester my dumbo son, Ryan to ask her and he didn't. We also had to write letters, to ourselves. Its kinda like a time capsule to me. Ten years down the road you open up and read it and laugh cause you were young and didn't know any better. :D

So it flamed.

The Obsession.

MI and America.

Mr. Kevin is mean. He wants me to cry and bug at him and threaten him to give me MY socks. Geez.

Please don't mail my letter, Mr. Fan. PLEASE!

10th grade science, I love you and hate you at the same time.

Peace.