Your other clone...

:D

Here's to the heart breakers...

I have been talking to a lot of people.

Ok, so today. Woke up to a sound of my loud-talking aunt, downstairs. I woke up, brush up and went downstairs to see not my aunt, but her DOG! He is so old now. In dog years, he is more than a century old. He is awesome. :D

Went to go pick up my spects. 

Did work and went out for pot bless and Jessica's house. It was ok. Food was good. Talked for a bit and went upstairs to at first play carrom but ended up re-watching Glee. Yeah.

Came back. Came online. Met Putri along the way. Talked to her about some girls stuff that we need to talk. I miss her or you if you are seeing this. Dear, we face the exact same thing. I will call you soon, dear. Just not today.

And now I'm talking to this two bimbos on Skype now STILL. Oh my gosh. It's so hard to talk to them. I'm gonna kill myself. It's so hard to talk to both Nelson and the one and only Canadian bimbo, Nathaniel. It's just so hard. Someone, stab me.

Ish.

I want a Nike pull-over. ):

In Your arms...

Own the skies, like the 4th of July...

Oh, a nice HDR effect is pure awesome.

I had been working on the video for Awards Night for long time. And FINALLY I'm done with it. I got it all watched, analyzed, cut and join, pasted and twitched and tuned and saved and now just waiting to be played and see what they think. Thank God. And yes, it is converted into HD. Wonder does it actually work.

Returning Mackie tomorrow. Dang. I will miss all the good times and bad times we had together. Wish I had my own.

GarageBand is the best thing ever. It's so good. Wait, I'm coming for you when I'm in college.

I have to do some brainstorming for what to wear on Awards Nights. Definitely no dress but I wanna nice tank top probably? And you would probably know how hard it is to get a nice gladiator slippers that fits perfectly when your feet is too small for anything nice slippers. I have to start hunting.

I wanna watch Harry Potter. Someone bring me please?!

I wanna get those one day contact lenses for Awards Night. Ish.

Jason, your lappie heats up really quickly you know. I burns my lap sometimes.

Dear you, I definitely miss us talking. I don't think it is worth not talking to each other when what you heard is clearly false. You don't need a rocket scientist to figure that out. Could you possibly believe what is said? And I don't think we deserve this punishment because of some asshole spreading rumors about me.

And you, if you will ever read this, I wanna just right something harsh here. But this is my blog and I don't wanna make it ugly. I would love to write it on your wall. But it would just contradict to my stand. But you are one cunning person. Do you know something small that entertained you has ruined two person? You don't know cause you don't care. And what did you say to people about me? At first I was so so 'nice' and we were like 'best friends' and right after that where did all of that go? It's really hilarious for what you did. Your foolishness just makes me laugh. Other people that doesn't know you laughs at what you did. I don't care of how bad you are cause it's really not that important to me, I just want you to know what you did is really cruel. Sheesh. What is wrong with you. Go get help, I'm serious. Think twice before you say anything.

Gotta call Amanda.

Harder than I thought.

I just came back from camp. It was different from what I expected. It was less scary but definitely way more demanding.

Kids were hard to deal with, which was good. God was testing my patience while I teach the kids about patience. I was there to kind of like babysit them but at the same time I was there to teach them too. The experience did help my confidence and my spontaneousness to get something in my head and also my tolerance towards kids. I never liked teaching kids that can never sit still, but of course, no kid would just stick their ass on the ground so that makes me a kid hater. I learn how to deal with hard core kids that just gets distracted and end up in fights and I learn to walk the talk. So the trip was actually beneficial to me. I had fun even though there was only 8 kids.

I'm sleep deprived. It's hard to get good sleep when the kids around you are always sugar-rushed even though the haven't eat anything.

I got this weird, uneven tan. But I'm pretty much satisfied.

Movie marathon, coming right up.

I'm gonna miss you, Mackie.

For the longest time, I finally heard his voice. And I melted right to the ground. :D

Video shooting tomorrow. Can't wait. Hope everything goes smoothly and I pray hard for good lighting. And gosh, yes, my video editting skills on dreadful iMovie. I need the tutorials. Dang.

I miss you, kids!! D:

Jaeson Ma's new song is good. :DD

Alaska is such an awesome place.

Somewhere in the Clouds

Something is watching over me like Sweet Serendipity...

Lee DeWyze

I'm back from my hiatus. I have been sick. It was pretty bad.

It started off on a nice visit to HELP college for a prep talk. Everything went well. We ate. They offered. Came back with this massive stomach ache. I was pretty sure my stomach was gonna fall out from all that twisting and churning and all those stunts my stomach is trying to pull off. But I had cream puffs and Mamee Monster but I was pretty sure it was from the food the college offered.

I felt like puking and purging all the time. And I did. I didn't sleep well cause I was busy waking up to purge. It all started to go away when I having fever and it was soaring sky high. I just came back from school so I took Panadol and planned to sleep. I swallowed it and right at that time I vomitted, together with the Panadol. So in a way I didn't take any medication or neither did I see the doctor. I'm awesome. After the vomitting I felt much better.

I still couldn't take large portions of food but I'm feeling fine. Nelson now is having his food poisoning from his Japanese meal he had on Sunday.

Eczema is stupid. I thought I was gonna get jabs for it. I was panicking for the whole two days of my weekends. But ended up, I didn't get it. -.-

I witness the freakiest accident ever. O.O

The way things have been...

No matter what kind of difficult situation one may find oneself in, some opening, some opportunity to fight one's way out, can always be found. What's most important is to hold fast to hope, to face the future with courage. 

I'm just gonna cry. And don't stop.