Praising Him throughout all these.

"Five times I receive the 39 lashes of the Jews...
Three times I was beaten by the rods of the Romans...
I was stoned...
Three times shipwrecked...
Once I spent a whole day and night adrift at sea...
I have faced dangers from rivers, from robbers, and from the hands of my own people...
In the city and in the wilderness I've been betrayed by false believers...
I've suffered hunger and thrist, coldness and nakedness...
But in all this...
One thing I will do forever...
Praise the Lord!!"

The Apostle Paul

I finished Manga: Metamorphosis like on Monday. And this is the thing that got a grip in my heart. It is so what I'm facing right now. I mean of course I don't go on crazy mission trips and all but I'm on the hardest part of my life now. It's seriously crazy, trust me. I face people everyday, even people closest to you and they just tear down your hopes and dreams and they accuse you of something you didn't say. And all I can do is just to listen and don't believe. Even though that person is the most influencial person in your life. They don't even encourage you but instead just tear it all down. Its really hurtful, hearing it from that person. I cried ok? But something I learned from the book Charmaine lend me is "If the dream is big enough, the fact doesn't count". And I learn to lean on Him more. No matter what happen, I praise Him still. Its really hard you know? When you have no idea whats ahead of you, good or bad, and praise God for it. But still, He created me to give Him praise right? I just pray that He'll answer my desperate prayer on the time. And you know what? I found out that I have to do another test besides SATs. Its SLE. Scholastic Level Exam. And according to Keiff, its like HARD! Someone! Help!

...I bring sing praise
I bring sing praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain.
I will rejoice.
I will declare.
God is my victory and He is here...

Stuff you don't have understand

Yes. I was planning to type it all out on in chinese and let you guys guess or just live in misery. Cause I were to type it all out, it would be like super emo. Trust me. I don't have much time and it is really hard with that stupid software which sometimes go crazy. It was like so weird at school on Friday right after break. All of a sudden I realize something I wish I'd realize earlier on. Just like that, while I was doing Bible and just snap, I was pondering on it one whole day. Thank God I about it before it was too late. And then these words assured me of it.

Crazy about you

If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be on it.
He sends you flowers every springs and a sunrise every morning.
Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen.
He can live anywhere in the universe, but He chose your heart.
What about the Christmas gift He sent you in Bethlehem,
not to mention that Friday at Calvary.
Face it, He's crazy about you....

Max Lucado

You see. Hahah!

Today was like ultimately boring. Too boring I have no idea how am I going to express it out. Dreadful. And you know what? I found this really cool hand sanitizer in the First Aid cabinet. I didn't even know we had it. And it is like huge. It will be my new temporary hand sanitizer. Until I get a new one. Hahah. I've got endless supply on sanitizers! The Pooh one finished on Friday right after volleyball. See.I got nothing better to talk to than sanitizers.

And yes. I can finally serve the ball! BEHIND THE LINE!!! And yes, over the net. Volleyball rocks!

Bye!

...korean song korean song...
How to do it lah?

snickers rule.

I'm like sssooo exhausted. Mentally and physically. I just feel like screaming at someone's ears.

I did alot today. I cleaned my entire room which I was suppose to clean it a few weeks ago but got caught up with stuff and left it uncleaned. And I hand-scrubbed the whole toilet floor. Which is a great success cause normally I just scrub it with the plastic broom. It sparkles now. And then I finally watched 17 again and half way of Marley and Me. And I did some studies. Wee!

I know this isn't what I wanted
I never thought it'd come this far
Just thinking back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
I'm standing here but you don't see me
Give it all for that to change

I don't want
To lose her
Don't let her go

Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm

Yeah
Before the storm

With every strike of lightening
Comes a memory that lasts
And not a word is left unspoken
As a thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up


Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm


Trying to keep
The light from going in
And the clouds were ripping out my broken heart
They always say
A heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standing out in the rain
Knowing that it's really over
Please don't leave me alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm
Like I did before the storm.

Something for Mr.X. If only you'd know who you were. It means alot. By Miley and Nick. I hate them but this song is so nice.

Bye! Over and out.

...You'll be in my heart...

People! Sorry for the quiteness all of a sudden. It has been busy. Just return from Cameron and it was a blast. I have learn to tell how and when baby boys wanna go pee. And I have learn to appreciate kids cause I won't laughing my head off when Jeremy called Milcah "chubby che che". I had a blast. Will update more on it. And now I have to go. See ya guys around. These weird dreams are seriously stupid. Gosh!





This vid kept me going on. Or else I will be dead. I love him... Wish I could meet him real life. Hmmmmm...

...Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless...

Hi!

Hey people. I'm finally back...from the long break I took from blogging. Life had been bored. Seriously. Just got a new Rubik's. Yay.

Looking back, I miss spending time with you. I don't know what happen that day when you stop talking to me but I sure wish I could return and say sorry. Guess I was so caught with my emotions I wanted you to make the first move to say sorry because I didn't know what happen so I mean, say sorry? It's all about dignity you know. But now I realize that saying sorry doesn't hurt a single bit and in fact maybe we could still be friends. I miss us sharing secrets and I miss those time when we were like glue. And then after that you joined them and you changed...But I prefer the old you though.

And to them, I wish I knew what happened. Cause you guys are just using people to get what you want. SHAME ON YOU!

Week was fine. Went to Raq's home to watch She's The Man. It has been ages since I watched that movie. And then Dad called and it was time to head home and Dad got lost. Thanks to Raquel she send me the wrong add. Enjoyed talking about stuff like people in school and ghosts.




Guess you guys (GRC-ians) have watched this before (you people watch every video in the world. Thats why I sometime feel totally outdated) but still have fun watcing it again! It will be total coolio I could sing in a do you call this a band or a choir or a group? Anyways it cool. Is it me or don't you think they look like clones? Well, they do to me. Or is it just one guy singing and you know, camera tricks? I have no idea.



Doing something like this is also cool. Finally watched this.



HAHAAHHAHA! Cool!

Cheese people. Bye! Life is bored! Can't wait for the camp! See ya guys around.

...Jesus, you are my best friend,
you will always be,
nothing could ever change that...

ruined!

I'm so not in the mood to blog. These few days have really been a roller coaster ride for me. It's all accumulated stuff but these days was the worst one. Different people contributed to different part of it. I HATE ITTT! The morning sucked for me. Ask David L if you want to know more. Yes, David. I think I should go watch some hot korean guys. You are so right.

I have been receiving terrible news. Is it some threat that I'm suppose to believe or it is real?

I'll be back you guys. Can't really blog already. Again, it's about some stuff that you guys don't have to know.

Cheese!

You just have to huh?

Another random post. Sorry lah. Forgive me lah.

I wish that something that happen to you would happen to me soon. I've never experience those stuff before. It would be cool you know.

And I'm talking to you. Yes, YOU! You know who you are. Face it. And I have to tell you that it didn't bother me at all, not for the whole three weeks. Thank God! I didn't look at it. Not the slightest bit. I didn't think of it. I even forgot I had it.

Ok I'm done randoming!

School was tortureous for me today. I could just die and melt away. I had so much fun with Ryan today. He made my cry in "singing class". So CTY right? I'm done with both the Airheads. Wweee! Craving to read the next one, Run Away. They left me hanging in midair. Like what the heck right?

I got something from the first book of Airhead. It's so cute! And it like applies to all the girls. It from Lulu Collins to Nikki Howard/Emerson Watts. Just read the book then you will know.

"First, they love you, and they show it either by writing a song about you, or asking you out, and everything is nice and fun like it should be. Second, they love you, but they're scared of their passion for you because it's so strong, so they stuff it away, way down and ignore you, or do stupid things like make fun of you because they don't know how to express it any other way, because they're immature little babies and they are too shy. Or third, there's something wrong with them, and they start out nice and loving, and then turn around and do stupid things like sleep with other girls behind your back, But we'll never figure out what went wrong with them and neither will they. So it's not not worth thinking about."

So which category do you fit in?

I love Meg Cabot. She undetstands. It's something for you.

Had meeting after school. And then went back and slept like crap. And then had cousins over. Thats like my day. Boring as usual.

Bye people. Have fun tomorrow! It's PE.

...Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless, I never thought
That I'd catch this love bug again...