Licious. :D

Today is gonna be an adventure. Cleaning stuff up at home first. Right after that, Dad's gonna send me to the train station. Taking a train down to Midvalley and watching Step Up 3D with Nelson and Ryan and after that hang around Midvalley or Gardens while waiting for him to be done with his work. And later on for Abby's party! So exciting. :D


Have a great day!

Love in Hötorget...

I thank God for:

-Voice that makes you melt to the ground. Bruno Mars kills you brains cells when he sings.
-Cream puffs.
-Suck-oners.
-My lovely password. :D
-Milk.
-Swimming pool.
-Subways.
-Train rides.
-Polaroid effects. Makes me die.
-America and their skies.
-Free downloading sites.
-Sugar and chocolate.
-Salmon Fish.
-Post-its.
-Instant pasta.
-Dance shows.
-Clouds.
-Air-conditioning.
-Wooden floors.
-Phone that plays music.
-People that contributes their wonderful pictures.
-A great Daddy that lives in my heart
-Friends that colors my everyday.
-You.


Bruno Mars is the sex. yeahhh.

Painting the wind...

Walking noodles are cooler than you think. ;D

I know that I'll be alright, as long as you are my God. My Love...

 Today was Carnival day and it was pretty fun. Even though all I did was just pumping helium into balloons and tying all the balloons and dealing with people that comes to annoy the heck outta us (me and Yunny).

My thumb hurts now. I can't even hold my phone to type a message someone without making it hurt. I have been tying balloons for the longest time ever. The skin on that hold my nails to my index finger tore. Those balloons are really high quality balloons. Owww...

So I woke up, brushed up, got dress and headed for the field. When we were at Wawasan, I went straight to look for Yunny. I was suppose to help her with the balloons for the opening ceremony but I think she came really really early and had tons of help cause when I was there, the balloons were all tied up. But those weren't the high quality balloons, they were the cheap, free ones. Help her did about 4 heart-shape balloons, had to gather and had P&W and message for a short while, had the balloon-cutting ceremony and we had to get to our stalls to get things ready.

All I know that is I touched tons of balloons today. I sold quite a number too. It was hard to sell it. I had to do the whole psychological thing with them. Had fours packets of popcorns and two cups of drinks is all I had for my whole morning and afternoon. And yes, not to forget the playing with helium gas thing. Everyone was high, inhaling too much helium. I have videos!! :D

Kids were crazy over balloons. me, Eunice and Amelia was taking the cheap balloons and writing our wishes and messages and releasing it into heaven and hope that it reaches God. I really was cool doing it. The skies was covered with colors. So yeah. My and Yunny played more helium and balloon-releasing.

Packed up, reached home, finished chores and slept like a bear.

Love perseveres.

Colors all around...

Alpha Kenny Body. My new favorite word. :D

How's it going?

School is same old, same old. I'm talking to Nat now and he's all the way in Canada. I hate you still, Nat. Better come back quick to give me my jacket!

Tomorrow is Carnival day. I'm in the helium balloon stall with Yunny, Josh, and Nicholas. And I promise Imma get a video of me and Yunny sucking onto helium and talk. There's gonna be tons of stalls. But Impact has three stalls. Something-something stall, something-something stall and the best thing ever, water dunking stall! I hope I get pics.

I really need money. 

Things happen. And I don't know whether is it good or bad. I really don't. I hope it is.

I love believing in after-life stuff. Even though it's not real and bad.

HELIUM GAS!

You know who is my cutie pie? Someone that doesn't know I exist. I don't even think he speaks English. But

My darling Prince Christian. I even love his name! He is so freakin' tiny, I bet the puppy's mom is bigger than him. Gosh, Imma die. And yes, he is a prince, prince of Denmark. I can burn my hair.

And another, 

So HOT he can bake cookies from his stare. :D

There you have it. The Love.

 

 

Chapped nails annoys me.

<3

Tear it up.

Now faith is assurance of things hoped for, a conviction of things not seen. Hebrew11:1

So friday was ok.

Expected Matt. But he didn't turn up. Total ffk.

Went to school. Did my science test. I was pretty easy. I'm just afraid of silly mistakes.

Had break and went straight to Grace for practise. We reached there but we still couldn't use the sanctuary cause the other woman were using it. So we had to stay outside and 'bond' with Vickie, Josh and Paullyn.

Talked about everything to everthing.

Came it. Had practise. No comments on the practise.

Finished. Changed. Ate. Had ushers meeting and started. And my good and faithful body decided to give in and I had fever and I felt like vomiting so so badly. I could just vomit on stage while jumping. I felt really nauseous and also my head was spinning. It was just horrible. People came in and had ice breakers and P&W started. Felt much better on stage. Some songs was fine and some songs just died, I have to say. The built-up totally died.:D

Ps. James was speaking.  Finished. Had food. Jamie's mom fetch me, David and Mike to the train station. Ultra tired. I had to develop my pictures for DOE and David tagged along. It was an adventure, trying to figure out how to use the Kiosk machine. Haha. It tunred out well. Now, the only thing is to show it to Nelson. WHHEEEE!

Saturday was tiring.

Sunday was fine.

Happy Birthday, Milcahhhh! Love you like crappp!

:D

Awesome hair :D

You think you're cooler than me...

My week was 'fine'.

Thank you, everyone. For your prayers and love. I love you guys all so much. I have to learn to stand up again after this. Thank you David, Jamie, Ryan for the cuppacakes. It really made my day. It made me not depressed too when I was. Milcah hates me for having cuppacakes in front of her.

I'm worried for the quality of my pictures for DOE. Thank God I have got back-ups.

I hate science more than math now. -.-

Someone I know knows everyone I know. Dontcha think that's really weird and freaky? The person knows everyone I know. Seriously, it's damn weird.

Jamie Ho. I really wanna run.

Someone noticed my existence. Great job. 

ISCF tomorrow! I'm co-leading with Kathryn and David. Imma die. Chosen generation is gonna flop to the ground.

*peace*

Something bout' love...

 Don't wait for something big to occur. Start where you are, with what you have, and that will always lead you into something greater.-Mary Manin Morrissey

 I bought a green Scotch magic tape Donut Dispenser. It's so cool.

My friday was pretty nice.

I forgot what happen. All I know was Andrew came back. He got me this awesome Grammy Award trophy as a souvenir from Singapore. It's kinda from Matthew and him. It was really cool.

I had to stay back to transpose songs for next week's ISCF. Blame it on Dumbo David.

Took the train with David and Nelson. Nelson had to go to KLCC so he was coming along with us. Andrew's dad had to fetch us to the station. Instead of using plain old stairs, the two monkeys decided to climb up to the second floor. No, seriously, we had to literally climb. One single slip and you'll fall to your death. David was the clan leader. He started the whole thing. If we were caught on camera, we'll push him out first.

So he started to climb. Nelson had to hold his bag and pass it to him after he was on top. Next was Nelson and I was the last. I didn't believe I did all these stuff with them. It was really barbaric. So, we were walking towards the counter to get Nelson's ticket and David got instantly 'turned on' by this female promoter, with wings. He kept on looking back when we walked pass them 5 seconds later, at the ticket counter. He actually made me walk back with him to see how they look like. He wasn't convince till he saw them clearly. It was epic. Fail miserably. Got his chocolate milk. Met Josh and his team there. They were going for the worship retreat, didn't know why they were there. David was having his orgasms most of the time with his chocolate milk and he bought me doughnuts!

Had Impact CG photoshoot in church. 

And my friday in a blogpost.

Matthew Greant is coming down before he goes back to Belgium! Imma punch someone!

I want a divorce, Kathryn. ;D

And gosh, Rachel is leaving for Thailand. She's got a full scholarship to study in Garden's International. Crazay smart people. I'm sure gonna miss you, Rach! My Glee Buddy. I love you and will miss you dearly!

I wish I was there, for the worship retreat. D:

Life.

 Deuteronomy 31:8 -The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.

School was horrible today. 

I didn't enjoy it. 

My eyes are bulging like fishballs. I need sleep.

And David just HAD to oversleep in the bus today. Gosh.

It was like confession time in Resource 4 today, for me.

Thank you, Ms Catherine and Mr. Kevin, for hearing me out. Sometimes I don't need people to understand what I go through cause they just do not understand what I go through and would never experience it. All I need is someone to stop judging me and just listen and let me cry my guts out without laughing at me for doing it. I think its the only way I could let out my pain. I really really appreciate what you guys have done, for it is my first and last time doing that.

When would You deliver me?

Hit the sack.

:D

If you'll just realize what I've just realize...

Ok. I starts of last week.

Saturday.
I had Impact rally. Mah Panda Mamanda Amanda Lee camee! I was really excited. Cut the whole story short. It was cool. I had to bring Manda there early cause I was doing lightnings for them. She saw the whole thing, like how it was all put up and about. So it wasn't fun anymore, no more element of surprise. Lightning was like a beyond awesome. I was awesome I had to say. No, really. I was really good. Pshh!
You can say I'm wrong, but I think the main attraction of the night was Sheena and Lynette's performance. All three of them. They are fasdjbuchasfaihsdfa awesome. I think they could join the Glee cast without even going for auditions. Awesome awesome awesome.

Sunday
Nathaniel left for Canada. I still hate you, Nat, if you ever see this.

Thursday
And then, Lydia left for America. I hate you and love you at the same time.

Everyone is leaving. I think I should too...

And then,

Our accident. It's a really long story. I don't wanna make it really braggy.

Yesterday was fun.

I had carnival in my old school. Met a ton of people. Old and new. I saw my old English teacher. I miss her so much. You know, it was actually my first time, among all these people, I felt really lost and lonely and felt like crying. I felt really really insecure. Normally, I could navigate myself here and there. But no idea what happen then.
Ok. So I walked around the whole school compound 11 times. I counted. I was looking for a familiar face. Found some. But I had to look for people that I was more close to. Fail terribly. Hanged out at 5SC1's class. But I had to walk out cause there was no one there.

I saw old people like Jen, Gladys, Shazwin, Azureen, Atika, Mariyayee, and finally met HIM. My long lost perverted buddy, Mr. Pok Wai Kan. It was awkward but worth it.

All I know is that I wasted half of my day there. It was stupid.

Walked to Tirzah's friends out. Hang out there. Wanted to die cause I was tired and dirty.

Left for ISCF after like 2 hours there. We had to take the bus there. Rained in the middle.

And there I was laughing at David on stage while he screwed up. But it was great though. Great job done, Dave!

So yeah. Awesome Blossom.

:D