Ok, the truth is, I still beat myself up because of the mistakes I made. Yes, everyone falls; no one is perfect. But I still judge myself too much. And I am perfectly aware that it stops me from loving God and other people with my entire heart, I've done so many mistakes and I constantly feel like I deserve all these troubles and that God is and forever will be disappointed with me. Of course, I know it's all a lie, but I just couldn't help it. I feel it, and I blog it down.
At times, I feel like I can overcome anything hurled at me, but some of the times, the only thing I'm hanging onto is His Word and promises that I hope will be real some day.
I need strength, please God. Bring me through this. I feel so alone. It really isn't easy, but I know I will get over it. The question is, when?
One thing I thank God for: amazing Christian bloggers. :)
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