BOOO!

Do you sometimes think I'm really useless? Cause I know I do, sometimes. I'm just really fed up of things. You know, you feel like you wanna just take a rest from things around you. Quit social world and hike up some mountain and live there for sometime. I'm just so tired of people looking down at me. I mean I make mistakes right? So what about chances? I really need those sometimes. I have OCD but that doesn't mean I don't fall right? ISH!

School was hmmm..I got a haircut the night before. I came to school expecting all the comments. I came in the Youth hall and Jon Cheong was eye-ing me like I was some prey. He scares me alot! The comments was funny. Like Justine's expression. ISCF was fine. I totally sucked in Volleyball.

Wonder whats gonna happen on Movie Night a.k.a Movie under the stars. Hmmm!



I found the TM ad. Featuring Bee's brother!!!! Cool huh?

Do I have to wear a dress for Awards Night? Sheesh!

I'm just gonna be so lonely tomorrow while the others have fun. Gosh!

Watching Spider Man 3. Super lame.

Ta!

Holiday for now

Do you guys usually have guilty consciense. Well, I'm having it now. I'm not suppose to have this way cause I'm still suppose to study. I'm sssssoooo in the holiday mood right now. Tomorrow we'll be having class partay and WE WILL EAT!! Gosh, I bet after the holis I'll grow sideways. How way your week, people? Mine was ermmmmm, full of ups and down. Like really ups and downs. Mood swing to the max. First thing was about Mr. X and I wanna say that it's really hard for me to let it go. Still in the process of doing it. All the heartache. It partly contributed to all the stress. I don't wanna let it go but I think its best for us both. And then we have Mr Stalker to haunt me for like I don't-know-when-is-this going-to end. All of a sudden that missing Klang feeling came back. Cause I miss ya guys like crap! Ish. Wednesday was ok. The jam on the road was like really really bad. Used all sorts of roads, here and there but it became worst. Caught in the jam for 45 minutes. I told Daddy to drop me off at the basketball court. I don't wanna walk all the way back just to put my bag. At least I have around 30 minutes of playing. Sweated. Thank God. Lyd, Hazel, and Sarah wasn't there. They headed straight for PD. Check out the place for the GRC Camp. And oh yeah, I dont think I'm going. =D

Bee was back on track with us. Was absent for awhile. Went to the land of the Auzzies. Wednesday people, Wednesday went past just like that. Lunch was the worst. I don't know why but Wednesdays are usually a blast. XXX was out to stalk me again and Yunny, Raquel and Ryan was there saying stuff about person XXX stalking me and he was sitting opposite of me. I've been through quite alot lately and this don't usually happen but somehow my anger took of my emotions and I was really pissed. But I held back my peace. I said nothing. I'm sorry to say this but you guys brought this too far I was on the verge of crying. Thats why I stormed out of the cafeteria and never came back. And 'Someone' stole my lunch box and it really add oil to the fire. I wasn't really pissed because he stole my lunch box but I was really REALLY for the first time in this year PISSED! I don't get pissed/mad very often. I just get irritated. I hardly lose my temper. I'm sorry God and forgive me, but yeah. This happen out of my ability to control it.
Cried a lil' and after that I was much much better.

When up to the sanctuary to meet the Klangites. And I saw finally both the Davids! And he was on the 'sexayphone'. Amanda is also on it. Lucky people. DAVID!! You have to teach me!! Good for you. XP

Kay people. I have to go. Toodles. You guys have to check out Kieran Gaffney from Britains got talent. Awesome drummer. I love him! He is definately entering my future husband list.

And dear XXX.
Stop stalking me like there is no other better girl to stalk in this school. It is just pure irritating. I can't tell you how much you irritate me for now because I don't wanna create an enemy that studies in the same class as mine. It just shows how much you need a best friend in your life. A guy best friend. Go get one. Go for counselling or a professional help if you need any. And stop talking to me like I'm a non-christian. I'm more of a christian that you think and I know my Father more than anything in your small little mind. I'm sorry that I'm harsh but I'm very very very irritated by you. You always ask me about what I'm doing. Can't you see it for yourself? I'm studying so LEAVE ME ALONE! And got more self-esteem than you think. (Well, not always.) but still respect me as someone older than you. Sheesh! So dude, 5 miles away!

Ta!

...Would you believe,
would you listen if I told you that
There is a love that makes the way,
it never holds you back....

Day dreaming...

Memories that kept me going on. Gone are the days of glory, huh? Just being random for abit.

I miss looking at these numbers.

I definately miss the smell of chlorine that stucks in my hair for days.

Can I try to cry myself to sleep? I've got an awesome bed. I've got my pillow. I've tons of tissue. And I definately got something to cry about so I think I should. No, wait. I tried that the last time. But I didn't go to sleep and I wasn't exactly crying so it was a total failure. I feel like a total crap right now. Good night world. I have to force tears out those glands and see whether I can cry until my eyeballs pop out.

Nite!

...Could I ever thank you for what you did at Calvary,

that you bled and died for me...

We've got the power!!

Today, people, today is International Woman's Day. Today is the day woman show our power from within. Today is the day woman got the authority to go wherever we want, do whatever we wanna do, speak whatever we wanna say, and be whatever we want to be. We don't need males to do stuff for us, cause we are also human and we can do the exact same stuff and get the exact same result as what the males is doing. We are not suppose to be held hostage by males and said we can't do anything. We are more independant than males. Males are supose to the work and woman are suppose to do all the thinking. If there is no woman on this earth, planet earth will be a total chaos due to males' hormones. All thanks to us, mankind is saved. So lets celebrate this day by pampering ourselves or doing what we like to do. Happy International Woman's day!

So how was your sunday? Today is also the day!! ('ve forgotten what you call that championship.) Dato' Lee Chong Wei is off to England for his match with his arch-enemy, Mr. Lin Dan a.k.a Miss Lindy.

I was in the mamak stall when I heard that today was the match. And the mamak stall was filled with people to cheer for him. We were half finish when Lindy and Chong Wei came out. It was filled with adrenaline and I was having dinner there with my favorite roti planta. I could imagine what goes on in their head as they meet each other when they are on the court. I think it would be something like this....

Lee: We meet again!! AGAIN!!! muahahaha

Lin: Yes, my arch foe. It's time for me to kick your *ttoooot*

Lee: You are such a sissy. Thats why your name is Lindy. You are going down!!

Lin: No you are going down!

Lee: You are going down!

...

Ok, thats lame! This is the result when you put me and Milcah together. HAHAHA!

We missed 2 minute of the game cause we were on the way back. Well, Lindy has pretty good skills. But I still admire Lee's spirit. Really awesome. But at last Lindy won. Cheese and crackers. I was having an heart attack when I'm watching the match. Cause you don't have the slightest idea of what is going to happen.

His signature pose.

Just look at his face man.

Introducing Miss Lindy.

Btw, this is like the ugliest picture of you. What's with the cheap badminton racquet man? It looks like its from the 5 dollar shop. You know, for the kids to play..haha!!

bye, world!!

Tag-alicious

Fact of the day

Do you know, I don't have the slightest idea of this tagging business until like hmmmm, a few days ago when Tirzah(Older sis) told me about it. I was always wondering about what all these stuff were until when Tirzah told me. And I find it coolio! haha.. Have been recently tagged by Miss Atika Binti ...(I've have no idea what the rest are, after all these years in the same class as Amira, huh?)

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

yeah, check out the Acts 5:1..i hate it!

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

I cry really often. When I laugh I cry. And I forgot when was the last.

GRC-ians, you know what I meant right?

3.DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
nope..It's the worst stuff on earth.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?

I don't really like to eat meat but if you insist, pork I guess..

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Yeah, my nike shoe, my late nike shoe, my guitar, my radio, Symphony and TVXQ(my cuddly bears)

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

Me and my other me will be like clones. We'll be best budds.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

Totally! It's a everyday thing to me.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
NO!! Of course not!

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I'll consider but I think so I will.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Frosties

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

My feets are too small. I can slide it in and out. So it's tie-free

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
And the list goes on and on and on.

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their face.. Duh!! You can't be looking at their butt right?

14. RED OR PINK?
I hate them both. I love green!

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORlTE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
the whole body?

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
GRC-ians, BK-ians(only 3 of them), other BK graduates.

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
yeah, I guess.

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
To school is jeans and my green nike shoe. To other other place are colors only blue, brown, gray, and green pants and also blue slippers.

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
parents crapping and the voice in my head that tells me to do my work.

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE
LIME GREEN!

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?

new car smell, my favorite perfume, cold fresh air.

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Amanda and mom.

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?

I think so..

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Swimming, football, running, basketball. It will be cool if I ever watch golf. I'LL DIE!

25. HAIR COLOR?
brownish-black.

26. EYE COLOR?
Brown

27.DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope.

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
Lets see, ice-creams, cookies, milk, bread, chocolate, and yada yada yada..

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
none. I like watching documentries. I'm serious.

31. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Pink Panther 2

32. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
White

33. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter

34. HUGS OR KISSES?
none. punching and slapping.

35. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Slap their arm.

36. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Give them a kiss?

37. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Errr, the Bible.

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
using a laptop, so there is no mouse pad. If there is, I most likely I'll have Vitagen on it.

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
I forgot. I think its Time Warp on Discovery channel

40. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
saxophone, guitar, awesome vocals, percussion, drums, piano, jazzy......too much.

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
I have no idea. But I'll choose TVXQ. haha..

42. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Sarawak.

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?

I think so. I can't think of any. Ask my budds, k! If you are, them you should know. I don't have to answer this right?

44. WHERE WERE U BORN?
SJMC.

45. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
people.

46. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
In my dreams. I mean I had already meet my other half. It's ELMO!!

hahaha..its was pretty cool. It's like those truth games, you know. So how was your week? Yesterday's early morning. At around 1 something I was mad but at the same time happy. I was sssooo excited cause I can get to see CRYSTAL!!! But I was mad at the other person which I have been trying to avoid.(don't ask)

I love Wdnesdays cause it's PE day. And this session we had the YWAM people over to have PE with us and its was awesome. We had different games like basketball, ultimate frisbee, captains ball and telematches for the lil' juniors. I obviously went to basketball. Normally after the warm up we will go into the games we wanna go and start playing. We went straight to the basketball court and we still had another war-up but that one was much intense. We had to do 20 push ups. All thanks to the that ang mo guy. I was to thrilled to do it cause I've have been doing it myself in the my room. Girls are allowed to do the girls' push-ups but I think its weird cause you hace you stick your butts up. I did the guys one. The rest of the girls are totally hilarious cause most of them were all just lying on the floor. Once they went down they couldn't come back up. Dawn and I were the only ones to finish that. And thn they have this thing called the "suicide sprint". Eveyone will be on the base line. We have to run and touch the quater line and run back, then run to touch the line dividing the court into half, which is also the whateveryoucallit and run back. And then you have to run to the other quater line and run ack again and make the final one to the other side of the court and run back. I'm proud to say I was first among all the guys and girls! Wwweee!!!!

And we were broke into 4 groups to play King of the Court. I was in group 3 and it sucked even though we had the good players. BBOOOO!!! I think group 4 won. If I'm not mistaken. I was a short one. People like Brian Sum couldn't take the warm-up and felt like barfing. But I love it cause

1. the ang mo guy is hot!

2. He has beautiful biseps and triceps. I assume he has abs cause you know, it's all in a package.

3. I love his basketball skills.

hhaha. It seem like those dream guy that shines in the sun cause of his sweat. Ahhhh....*snap snap*

And the day was as usual, books, scoring, people get scolding, talking and got busted, yawning, feel like sleeping. Just like any other school day.

My left index finger is numb. Had chapel practice today. That freaking bass is a killer. Thanks to Jon, I've got the worst instument. He is such a meanie. He even called me up to say he would not switch guitars with me. MEANN!!!! Please define the word 'man'. EVIL!! And i'm playing for Impact tomorrow night. I'm gonna have bloated hands. And yeah, can't wait for IMPACT CAMP!!!! AAAHHHH!!

Yunny, lets scream together!!

Alrighty, goodnight people! bye! Over and out..

Stay tune for more. There's one which is really weird. TA!