Look on God...

Who cares if you disagree, you are not me. Who made you king of anything...

King of Anything- Sara Bareilles

My week have been good. I did books. I did Math test. And I'm gonna be done with Grade 10  Science and coming into 11. Can't wait.

Had the wackiest dream ever and it has something to do with Jon Teh. :DD

And after that I had my drowsy pills for my eczema and I stopped dreaming. But yesterday night I didn't take it so I dreamed of someone scolding me for something that I didn't so. Some total stranger.

 I'm feeling really really hungry.

Dear you, I'm so pissed at you. You told me something you would do but you ended up not doing it. Sometimes I wonder why am I even friends with you.

My microphone suck.

Bob. :D 

Bounce.

There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. -Albert Einstein

So, I have been busy.

I have been failing my LA for the most time ever. Three times. That's a lot.  Pretty stupid book. It's all about people and the stuff they write. :(

I stayed up twice to talk to Nathaniel on Skype. He has no accent. Yet. But is 'yeah' word is becoming weirder and weirder. I love his Canadian home and his lovely Canadian sky and also Canadian tree and yes, his lovely Canadian balcony. :D

Generations of Virtue came yesterday. Not bad. Even though I'm hearing the same stuff from two years ago. Their kids are so so cute. Baby Michaella was playing with her ballerina-shaped silly bands when we were talking to her. Super cute.

Glee is still awesome. Can't wait till next week's episode.

And I just got to watch Toys Story 3. Pixar did a brilliant job again. :)

Cream puffs is ma' jam.

"Please don't pull out my teeth. When I smile I'm gonna look like an adult baby but with boobs." - from the great Britney S. Pears. :DDD

Twoghetha.

I am officially in love with the English accent. I have been watching Charlie McDonnell for the past week and he is so lovely and he turns me on. He made my list on the "PeopleIMustAndWantToMeetBeforeIDie."

I hate Skype. When I get it, it screws up my computer EVERY TIME I try to install it. It has been a number of times I've tried doing it but it failed terribly.

Someone has been like this very paranoid woman in school. Sheesh.

And Whale Wars is the best show ever. It's kind of like this real life video-ing of this bunch of people taking care of the sea and the creatures and one day stumbles upon this bunch of Japanese whalers and bla bla bla and politics are involved and bla bla bla. It's a really great show to watch. It is real life so it makes it awesome-er.

Watching Eleventh Hour now. It's just the starting but it looks good.

Jon ask me something and I hope I didn't tell him the wrong answer. The Ice Age came first or Stone Age? I told him the Ice Age came first. You know the answer? Tell me, please?!

Ok. Watching the show. And g'nite.

I'm still halfway through my Twenty Thousand League's under The Sea. And it's boring me so so much. It is nice at the beginning, not where I'm reading now. Dag.

I hate it when I'm asked about eczema on my arm. Someone told me when they think of me, the first thing that comes into their mind is my stupid eczema. It's like the only thing I am worth remembering of is that thing. And it sucks when that person is that person.

>:(

Shnappy.

My hormones are crazy.

Curse science.

I hate you and your stupid anger.

Having a great time looking at chicks with Tetsuo. Very weird but fun. :D

I'm feel like eating a lot of cream puffs with Ryan. I'm gonna marry cream puffs.

Bye. -.-

All in one...

 I feel like dying.

I got my catalog from Gary Younger all the way from CA in my email. It's pretty cool. It's like he send me the whole book. I just have to use a comp to read it. I think it's better to print it out. Soon, soon.

Did quite a lot today. You are such an asshole and I hate you a lot.

I think the games on Fb are making Fb such a hard and suckier place to be in.

I love those houses that are being converted into a studio and I love being in a studio. My future kingdom.

I love CA.

I don't think I can do BA for vocals. I'm not eligible. I can only do an AA for it. Unless I start training right away. Which I don't think so I have time. Damn it! I'm putting my mind on doing a BA and there it goes. Stupid.

I really need to print out my catalog.

I can just be in YouTube and see my favorite subcribers sing all day. Like Tyler Ward and Megan Nicole and also CimBand. You can do the honors of digging out my vocal chords.

"Maybe this is our crazy, surreal love story." - showIforgotthename.

It's us against the world.

 In His arms I feel protected, there's no place I'd rather be...-

Jonathan Butler

I feel very un-accomplish. That's why I hate the holidays. I haven't been doing enough work, oh yes, I have been doing work but not enough. I know I have been sleeping alot. I feel big and really fat.

I have been thinking about stuff and the consequences. I thank God I didn't do it. But I hate it cause it might turn out well.

Jillian is hot.

 I feel dull. I wanna go out.

I have been wasting my time by watching tons of MGM and WFW. Hahah. Both shows have the same front and back initials.

Eczema on my arms is getting worst. Help! It has this swell now that hurts alot when I bend my arm. D:

Going to MACEE tomorrow for a talk. Heh.

I'm getting abit despo for it.

Ciao. :)

Ourselves...

Hey, how's it going? So, I have been MIA since forever.

Abby's party was beyond coolness. Can you imagine if it was her wedding dinner? She can fly us all to Alaska for it or something. It's crazy. But cool. I have lots of post-party goodies. YAY!

Had school on Wednesday. I miss PE. 

Had ISCF on Friday. It was ok. Had a great time on Ryan's iPod. We had to imagine Robert Hoffman, Michael Murray, Brianna, Courtney, and Twitch in front of us to enjoy it. Imma learn up Church's rap, Ry. YEAH!

Had to walk to the station. Went down to eat straight away. Ate and bonded with Raquel. It has been a long long time since we talked. We talked about 'him' and Mr. X. Gosh. I cannot remember the last time I ever typed out his name. Hahah. And after that I found out my phone was missing. I was gonna cry, I swear. I went nuts. I was shaking like crazy on the inside. I thought the world was gonna end. Until I called Ryan. He had my phone. And guess where he was when I called him? At home, yes, he was at home. He found some way to pass it to me through Hazel. No idea how he did that. I got my phone and hitched a ride with Hazel's along with my fellow idiots, David and Mike. 

I regretted the day I let David touch my phone. He was going through all my stuff inside my phone, Like hello, total privacy invasion. He wants me to let him see. I had to get it out from his  grip and it was crap hard. Hazel dropped us at the bridge and they ran for it. They ran up the stairs and over the bridge and right into the boy's toilet and read everything. Thank God I deleted the really important ones. They really did piss me off but I was holding it all in cause I swear I was gonna scream and slap at them in public. 

And I had to wait for Dad out in the heat and under the sun with his laptop exposed in my hand. Someone might slash my arm just to get it or something like that. I'm risking my precious like to hold that Lap. 

America. I promise I'm gonna come.