Commemorate you.

I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today...

-Do you remember you said I was special?

-Do you remember that you were pretty sad when I told you I was coming to PJ to study?

-Do you remember when you told him to take care of me when I'm there?

-Do you remember that you're the second person of all my friends that I told about me liking Mr. X?

-Do you remember when Mr. X called you and ask you about it and you just fake that the reception was bad but put down the phone right before the second that you were gonna said my name to rescue me from a bad bad social life?

-Do you remember that you wanted me to be there when you bought your effects pedal?

-Do you remember the first time we talked?

-Do you remember the time you said you were going to pass me your red guitar?

-Do you remember when you would complain to be how awkward it was when you are in the same train as her?

-Do you remember when we would sit down and talk about girls?

-Do you remember when we could relate cause we have the same bunch of friends outside of school.

-Do you remember when I was there screaming for you on ISCF when I said I wouldn't do that or if you screw up?

-Do you remember when we would just get in trouble together?

-Do you remember that we would cuddle up and make The face when people said that we are together?

-Do you remember when we sat opposite each other for the longest time and never talk until end of the year?

-Do you remember the first time talking to you was when we were back in the centre after our weekly Wednesday 'pasar malam' trip?

-Do you remember that we were suppose to go out for Prince of Persia?

Well, I went back and read all the messages, from the first one you send when I first used this phone. And I realized that you have changed, so so much. I prefer the old you. I just don't know how to tell you. A lot of people have been telling me to fix it, but I don't know how. I think maybe it's cause you're my best friend? We have known each other long enough. But I still don't know what to say. So all I can do is type it out here. I'm still thinking of a solution but I miss you.

I've been pretty depressed lately. About Bob and all. I'm just gonna drown myself in happy things. Like looking at wedding pictures. Those totally cheer me up.

No Glee makes me grumpy. That rhymes huh? :)

:/

Details in between the lines...

 I wanna fall in love with you again...


Basketball tournament is tomorrow. God bless our restless soul. I'm so close to my death. Help.

I'm over and done with 10th grade science. Thank God that He brought me through all that havoc and I'm still sane.

I had fun today in school. It was quiet and nice cause all the guys are over at the basketball court and the school was so quiet I don't feel like sleeping. So today was just me and Ryan. Hanged out in the computer lab. Had lunch and break together. Rachel See is back from all that Thai she went through. And Sarah See has the coolest looking iPhone 4. Camera quality is superb. It's HDR. Gosh. I did work and Ryan had dance.

Pannu is bringing back my Canadian sweater. :D

Rock-a-billa.

I dread tomorrow. I hope sleep keeps suppress my fear.

Bluer skies is what I wish for.

Nothing compared to it.

Somewhere inside here, I'm loving every bit of it.

Ok, my goal is to learn up Church rap. It's so long and I don't know who am I gonna avoid all those F words but I'll try my best. It's so longggg.

Mr. Kevin called today. I was at Old Town, PJ and he called me while I was enjoying my air-con in Watson's. I miss him so so so much. Wish he was back in school. :/

I emailed Mr. Gary Younger like 5 minutes ago. I don't know when he will see it and reply. I don't know whether he reads his emails on a Saturday morning in CA but I hope he reads and replies a.s.a.p. I'm on the verge of dying.

I wish I had my own bathroom. And not share it. D:

Should I eat? I'm really hungry.

I was searching for something and I came across this card that I'm gonna give to Bob. I totally forgot about it until today. I'm still on time ok.

I gotta wake up early cause I'm playing. Yay. -.-

Did you forget, that I was even alive?

Demi Lovato

Everything of something.

If eyes could speak, one look would say everything...

If eyes could speak- Devon Werkheiser

So something happen and made me feel like not going for Birthday Bash. I was excited for it. And It happen and I would wanna miss it. I'd be happy if I missed it. I'd rather go for basketball than Birthday Bash.

Feeling like a fatty bom bom.

And I still want my own studio. Everyone I see has one. It's my turn to get one.
 

Devon Werkheiser is da' man. He is like a hot pie.

Look on God...

Who cares if you disagree, you are not me. Who made you king of anything...

King of Anything- Sara Bareilles

My week have been good. I did books. I did Math test. And I'm gonna be done with Grade 10  Science and coming into 11. Can't wait.

Had the wackiest dream ever and it has something to do with Jon Teh. :DD

And after that I had my drowsy pills for my eczema and I stopped dreaming. But yesterday night I didn't take it so I dreamed of someone scolding me for something that I didn't so. Some total stranger.

 I'm feeling really really hungry.

Dear you, I'm so pissed at you. You told me something you would do but you ended up not doing it. Sometimes I wonder why am I even friends with you.

My microphone suck.

Bob. :D 

Bounce.

There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. -Albert Einstein

So, I have been busy.

I have been failing my LA for the most time ever. Three times. That's a lot.  Pretty stupid book. It's all about people and the stuff they write. :(

I stayed up twice to talk to Nathaniel on Skype. He has no accent. Yet. But is 'yeah' word is becoming weirder and weirder. I love his Canadian home and his lovely Canadian sky and also Canadian tree and yes, his lovely Canadian balcony. :D

Generations of Virtue came yesterday. Not bad. Even though I'm hearing the same stuff from two years ago. Their kids are so so cute. Baby Michaella was playing with her ballerina-shaped silly bands when we were talking to her. Super cute.

Glee is still awesome. Can't wait till next week's episode.

And I just got to watch Toys Story 3. Pixar did a brilliant job again. :)

Cream puffs is ma' jam.

"Please don't pull out my teeth. When I smile I'm gonna look like an adult baby but with boobs." - from the great Britney S. Pears. :DDD